It makes me doubt, It makes me want to grasp and dig, but I’m searching in the dark. I can never fully know what’s inside someone’s mind. That certainty, I will never fully know somebody else, it’s making me want to scream and shake. It makes me wanna run.... There is always a layer between people. Even when you’re close to each other, there will always be something you cannot reach. If we do not know and never will, how is there any certainty?

At the same time, this also gives me the freedom of being who I want to be. If somebody never fully get to know me, then it doesn’t matter who I am, what I think, what I want to do. Hide what you want to hide. I will never show myself completely to somebody else, there will always be something for myself, it’s freedom. 

Is the not knowing separating us? Or does it make us being able to be unique individuals so we can feel close to each other?